My original fetish art works had been secret for a long time. They had been created by my hands from the age of high school. I have drawn to imagine that I wish to be done as them. I often masturbated with drawing. It is more shameful thing than exposing my nude. I have created about a hundred pencil works like this. They are quite my dark side. Nobody has known them and my taste. Because I have hidden them in the depth of my heart. The sun never streams here.

Why have I exposed my dark side myself? Nobody should want to expose his shadow. Well, I don't know still now, because I have a dilemma. I want to be known by nobody but I want to be done by somebody. Do you understand my feeling?

I look a ordinary Asian but in reality I'm not so. I'm quite obscene. I desire to be bound with ropes or rubber and to be inserted some hoses in my body. Even if I cry, don't stop enema. I want to be inserted enemas more, to be filled my bowels with liquid. Would anybody give me such things?

Sometimes I insert enemas in my anus myself. When cold liquid flows into my bowels, I feel somehow dazed. My hands are fumbling at my secret spot. A disposable enema is still driven straight into my anus. I feel so happiest then. But it becomes hard soon. Glycerin starts to riot in my body. As my abdomen cries, my hands become more wild. My front mouth drops juice as tears though painful. I cannot endure to close my small mouth at last. It's a moment that I will be crazy. Splash and spray! My hip sheds yellow tears like jelly with smell for a while. I'm shaking my body with sense of sin and pleasant...

If you have such taste as me, please tell me about it by email. But even if you want to know about me more, I will not be prepared to reply. This site is my Delusional World. But I never want to lose my reason. I want to keep putting on my 'ordinary' mask in life. I will contact nobody without here.

 

31/5/99

Started on http://www.nettaxi.com/citizens/ElenaChang (dead link).

30/7/00

Moved to http://free-adult-hosting.net/elena (dead link / Web Archive).

xx/10/04

Closed site due to the end of service.

31/8/23

Revived on this https://ElenaEnema.com.

10/9/23

Updated from HTML4 to HTML5 (Responsive Web Design) and upscaled images.

 

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